A never ending story

Happy New Year!!

2012-01-01T19:02:00.001+08:00

My blog is so dead... Hahaha... Time to revive it!

Happy New Year!

I will always love God

2011-05-24T18:23:00.001+08:00

I will always love God no matter what happens =)

Eevee

2011-04-17T23:46:00.003+08:00

Eevee has arrived. I have completed one of my resolution this year. XD

Thanks ^^

2011-04-11T20:30:00.002+08:00

Thanks to those who vote for me. I am very touched that the vote touch over 100 XD

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150171275207137&set=a.10150153687452137.305722.151208427136&pid=6653229&id=151208427136

Competition is tough but since this is just entering for the fun of it. I shall gambahte XD

Thank you ^^

God Always Answer Prayer

2011-01-13T17:34:00.003+08:00

God Always Answers Prayer

When the idea is not right, God says 'No'

No ~ When the idea is not the best.

No ~ When the idea is absolutely wrong.

No ~ When though it may help you, it could create problem for someone else

When the time is not right, God says

What a catastrophe it would be if God answers every prayer at the snap of your fingers. Do you know what would happen? God would become your servant, not your master. Suddenly, God would be working for you instead of you working for God.

Remember : God's delays are not God's denials. God's timing is prefect. Patience is what we need in prayer.

When you are not right. God says 'Grow'.

The selfish person has to grow in unselfishness.

The cautious person must grow in courage.

The timid person must grow in confidence.

The dominating person must grow in sensitivity.

The critical person must grow in tolerance.

The negative person must grow in positive attitude.

The pleasure-seeking person must grow in compassion for the suffering people.

When everything is alright. God says 'Go'.

The miracles happen :

A hopeless alcoholic is set free!

The drug addict finds release!

A doubter becomes a child in belief.

Diseased tissue respond to treatment, and healing begins.

The door to your dream suddenly swings open and there stand God saying 'Go!'.

~ Dr. Robert Schuller

Happy New Year!

2011-01-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

Happy New Year to all and God bless you XD

New year resolution

1. Bless others with God's word

2. Get an Eevee doll!

3. Study

4. Be happy

Eevees

2010-11-26T20:05:00.010+08:00

I have this HUGE crave for Eevees. They are so cute ^^

Eevee

Flareon

Jolteon

Vaporeon

Espeon

Umbreon

Glaceon

Leafeon

I want them all DX

I wonder whether I can get these for my 21st Birthday presents ><

I can do it!

2010-10-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

I can do it!!!!!

I shall gambahte!!!!

I want a vacation T.T

Sakura Addiction

2010-09-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

Sakura saku maiochiru
Nani mo nai boku no te no ue
Hakankute yasashikute
Kowaresou kimi mitai na hana

Itsumo no kaisatsu wo
Surinuketeiku ano ko wa sou
Kagayaku me wo shite
Mainichi nanika tsukami totte yukun da

Boku wa to ieba
Nani mo nai mainichi kurikaeshite
Hieta kokoro motte sa
Hana hiraku shunkan sagashite me wo tojiru

Sakura saku maiochiru
Nanimonai boku no te no ue
Hakankute yasashikute
Kowaresou kimi mitai na hana

Yogoreta supaiku nara
Kokoro no oku nishimaikonda
Kore de iin da yo to
Sugiyuku haru no nigemichi sagashiterun darou

Nakushite akirameta boru
Mitsukete kureta no wa kimi deshita

Haru ga kuru sakihokoru
Gurando ga kaze ni yureru
Fumishimete nakidashita
Koboresou kimi mitai na hana

Koko ni aru wasuremono
Tori ni kita boku no te no ue
Hakanukete yasashikute
Kowaresou kimi mitai na hana

Sakura Addiction really addiction XD

C2AGE 2010

2010-07-19T18:59:00.022+08:00

This year C2AGE is way better than the last year. Even though there were lesser booth than last year but I fairly say that this year C2AGE is enjoyable XD Thanks to King and Marcus and the rest of the crew. They have done a very good job in organizing the event. ^w^b

This was my second attempt cosplaying as a girl. One thing that is the killer is to maintain the long hair wig to look nice... ><>A<

Dressing up and putting make up at Belle's place

C2AGE at Tropicana Mall

So let's introduce some people ^^

I cosplay as Maria Kurenai

Belle and Janice as Hikaru and Kouru

Sam as Rin

Nixon as Hibari

Jian as Kyoya

Double twin aint that cool XD

Well... most of them left early as they all wanted to go to Bon Odori. So i stayed behind and join Sakura for the event. In the meantime, I baby sit Little Yuki's prop which only happened like almost near end event. So to not look weird with the prop, she ask me change wig. So ended up I cosplayed Yuuki Kuran. ><

Yuuki Kuran

I had a small photoshoot with Narukids. Haha.

So that's all for now. I do hope to find more pictures XD and I am tempted to cosplay Reborn ^^

Belle's Reborn's Hat

Hehe. Oh well... shall end here. cioaz ^^

I blog (again)

2010-07-11T21:38:00.003+08:00

I blog!

YA-HA!

Honestly... it has been a while since I blog...

and the excuse is..... I am too lazy to blog!

*flees*

Hahaha... oh well, finals are next week. I WANNA DO WELL! XD

and after that go for cosplay events and try to find a part time job ^^

I blog!

2010-03-03T20:53:00.009+08:00

I finally blog!

Ok Ok, I get the picture. I haven't been blogging these few days. Let's see... what excuse to give... I am too lazy to blog?

*Runs*

Haha, oh well. Been to busy lately with this hectic semester. Assignments pilling up one after another. That's about it to say for this sem.

Cosplay time XD

This year plan ^^

Yukina from Yu Yu Hakusho

Honey from Quran High School

Felli from Regios

Ventus, the guy in the middle (if I could save up) from Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep

Iris from Megaman X4

http://blogs.yahoo.co.jp/cxcrt860/GALLERY/show_image_v2.html?id=http://img2.blogs.yahoo.co.jp/ybi/1/06/d6/cxcrt860/folder/657457/img_657457_6827080_0?1244904076

Iris (if version), you can find it here.

Yamamoto Anis from Barajou no kiss (if)

That's the plan for the year. ><>

Ps : Mummy, buy them for me since most characters are girls XD

Love will find a way

2010-02-09T20:54:00.003+08:00

In a perfect world

One we've never known

We would never need to face the world alone

They can have the world

We'll create our own

I may not be brave or strong or smart

But somewhere in my secret heart

I know Love will find a way

Anywhere I go I'm home

If you are there beside me

Like dark turning into day

Somehow we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I was so afraid

Now I realize Love is never wrong

And so it never dies

There's a perfect world Shining in your eyes

And if only they could feel it too

The happiness I feel with you

They'd know Love will find a way

Anywhere we go We're home If we are there together

Like dark turning into day Somehow we'll come through

Now that I've found you

Love will find a way

I know love will find a way

Very Very Busy December

2009-12-05T11:17:00.006+08:00

T.T

As the title post stated, it's gonna be a busy month.

Oh well, so much to do, so little time. ><

1. Finals (I hate finals.... T.T)

2. Make props (Gaara's gourd not even finish ><)

3. CF (Yay! Will probably shop till I drop XP)

4. Photo shooting (Naruto + D Gray man group [ I hope they confirm photo shoot soon ] )

5. Christmas (Haven't bought presents yet O.O)

Oh wells, at least I am looking forward to a special day where I finally turn 2 decades. ><

I feel so old....... =-=

Lesson Learn

2009-10-03T12:17:00.002+08:00

I am so not going to put my wallet behind ever again.

Close Every Door

2009-09-28T15:00:00.003+08:00

Lyrics
JOSEPH
Close every door to me, hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows and shut out the light
Do what you want with me, hate me and laugh at me
Darken my daytime and torture my night

If my life was important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie far from this world

Close every door to me, keep those I love from me
Children of Israel are never alone
For I know I shall find my own peace of mind
For I have been promised a land of my own.

CHILDREN
Close every door to me, hide all the world from me
Bar all the windows and shut out the light

La la la la la la (REPEAT)

JOSEPH
Just give me a number instead of my name
Forget all about me and let me decay
I do not matter
I'm only one person
Destroy me completely then throw me away

If my life were important I
Would ask will I live or die
But I know the answers lie far from this world

Close every door to me keep those I love from me
Children of Israel are never alone
For we know we shall find our won peace of mind
For we have been promised a land of our own

MSG : I seriously need a vacation...

Shadow

2009-09-07T00:57:00.001+08:00

I am tiring to figure what to type as I look at the screen on my laptop. I feel so lost and not wanted. I guess that's why I never liked visiting relatives. They only know how to judge me and put me down. I just being me. Can't you just accept me for me?

Just came back from grandmother's house which is located in Seremban. We were celebrating her birthday. I feel as if I am just a shadow. A thing which follows people around but disappears at night, unnoticed and unwanted.

Saturday night. We celebrate grandmother's birthday at a small restaurant. One of my aunt noticed I have changed a bit (compared to last time I saw her) My aunt said "So long didn't see you, you looked more pretty now." I was like... *bluring* Means I wasn't pretty at all? Grrr.. Anyway, I think she meant when I had blond hair. They said I looked not nice in blond (whatever). One thing about dinner I learned that NEVER drink wine, tea and sparkling juice on the same meal. I nearly puke cause of it. Or was it NEVER drink wine with a gulp. Then again, I do not enjoy wine if I sip it. Anyway, I am so not drinking wine + tea + sparkling juice on a same meal ever again. (Nearly went drunk).

Today, I waited patiently for the cheese cake to be cook. However, when it was ready to be eaten. I was asleep. When I wanted to have some of the cheese cake, it was finish. No one cared whether I had some or not. No one bother asking whether I wanted some. They all assumed that I had eaten. I was angry, sad and brokenhearted. I waited patiently for it. But no one cared to offer me some. I didn't bother to ask why they didn't leave some for me as I know the answer will be 'how would I know?'. So I just walked out the kitchen and sat at the living room and watch TV.

Dad noticed I wasn't in the mood and ask why. I told him about it. Though it may seemed a small matter to most people. Yes, it may be small to a lot of you people. And I know if people talked to me about the same incident, I would say the same too. However I just had to let go what I feel inside. I can't take it the feeling of a shadow for many years. Though at certain situation I would like to but not all the time.

During dinner today, one of my aunt wonder why I was so quiet. No talking to any of my cousins or anyone else. She ask my dad. He told her the reason. She was like "I didn't know she didn't had some." (with her face looking somewhat). "If I knew I would have kept some for you." Yeah right! As if! Looking at your face, it doesn't show. I'm sure you're glad I didn't get some. I ignored her and continue eating dinner. I couldn't wait to go back to KL. I wanted so badly to go as fast as possible. I can't stand to be there feeling like a shadow. And my Psp is not working!!! I don't know what my cousin did, it hang and blackout! Now the games are gone. Going to ask dad to bring me to the shop and ask the guy whether he can fix it.

The point was, it always happen to either side of the family I go. If I'm in dad's side or mom's side, it the same result. Unnoticed, ignored, compared and being treated as if I was the black sheep of the family. Then what is the point of me going to visit them in the 1st place??? I only do that to visit grandfather (mom's dad) and grandmother (dad's mom). Other than that, I don't care much of the other relatives.

I guess that I must learn to adapt to it asap. I can't stand it anymore.

Recently watch a play in church called 'Joseph, The Overcomer' performed by the Performing Arts. Brian was a member in the Performing Art. He was playing the main character Joseph. It was an Awesome Performances. You were great! ^^

Currently like one of the song he sang for the performance. At the moment, it is a very good therapy for my depression. Manage to find the artist name and found this video in youtube. Strangely I didn't notice it was from a cartoon which I love watching it when I was younger.

Lyrics
I thought I did what's right
I thought I had the answers
I thought I chose the surest road
But that road brought me here

So I put up a fight
And told you how to help me
Now just when I have given up
The truth is coming clear

You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I

If this has been a test
I cannot see the reason
But maybe knowing I don't know
Is part of getting through

I try to do what's best
And faith has made it easy
To see the best thing I can do
Is put my trust in you

For You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
For you know better than I

I saw one cloud and thought it was a sky
I saw a bird and thought that I could follow
But it was you who taught that bird to fly
If I let you reach me will you teach me

For You know better than I
You know the way
I've let go the need to know why
I'll take what answers you supply

You know better than I

I'll keep this motto to heart and will always remember. After dark clouds and thunderstorms, you get to see rainbows!

Now finally I let go of every frustration, here you would see the good side so far.

-I got a new study table since my old one was small.
-I got a new cabinet which somehow my mom surprise me that she would actually buy it for me.
-My whole room is painted. It's blue. Cause it remind me of the sky (how much I wanted to fly) and sea (how I love snorkeling).
-I finally have a sugar glider. His name is Zero. He is crabby a lot. I guess that's how sugar glider are when they are in a new environment. Currently he is trying to get some sleep (I thought sugar gliders are active at night and the 1st day, he kept waking me up in the middle of the night).

It's getting late. I guess I'll end here.

God, Please grant me strength. I need them.

Good night.

errr weird?

2009-08-30T22:34:00.000+08:00

Is it just me or everyone who is an adult is worried about my life?

Okay... I shall rephrase, adults worrying about my love life? There I said it. Happy?

Today, my mom told me that my aunt ask her whether I am dating.. or whether I am having a boyfriend. Ok... seriously, I find this weird. When I was 18, she did ask that and no was my answer (since I didn't communicate with my bf at that time over some problems we had and eventually we broke up) . Anyway, my point was, my aunt stated that I was too young to have one (I don't think 18 is too young to have anyway) and now she is like worried that I don't have one and encourage me to have one. So don't you think it is weird? and mom is like encouraging me to have one asap... Honestly speaking, I, seriously no comment on that... why?

Reason being...

I don't want to get hurt again. I don't want to rush a relationship with guys so fast. Though the waiting sometimes hurts, but to have scars that will never heal is worse. I know that the fact mom is worried I don't have one and my aunt is worried that I can't get married early (her daughter is like more than a decade older than me and is still not married) but rushing into things, wouldn't it be bad...?

I don't want to rush into things, because....

I would have the...
- fear that I would hurt the guy's feelings.
- fear that I am not good enough for him.
- fear that I am just taking him for granted.
- fear that I cannot make him happy.
- fear that one day, he'll just leave me for someone who is better than me...

Too much fear after experiencing past relationship has me aware of the things stated above. It even made me started out listing what I want my dream guy to be. I rather let the guy confess first. It would be better that way. I don't want De Ja Vu all over again. I want a guy who love me for being me not who I become. It's for the best for both parties.

I know it's gonna be alright~

2009-08-24T00:11:00.000+08:00

Lyrics
God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

You know that I've been there
When I couldn't find an open door
And then he consoled me
And showed me what I was looking for.

Bridge:
I just wanna talk the time to say
His love will never go away
And when it's dark no light to see
He brings away
Oh my god has

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

I know what your thinking
Its seems that it's too good to be true
But just when I need him
He's known for always coming through.

Bridge:
I just wanna talk the time to say
His love will never go away
And when it's dark no light to see
He brings away
Oh my god has

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright.

God has given me a window
And I can finally see the light.
And though I felt like going under
I know it's gonna be alright

I am sorta worried what my results will be (don't remind me about it. I haven't paid the stupid resource fee)... T.T but....

No matter what happens, I know I'm gonna be alright.

I am HAPPY I got new toy! XD
Monster Hunter!!!! Hunt Monsters XD
Thanks Kil for accompanying me to buy it ^w^

CHICKY!!!!

Ps : this chick has noting to do with monster hunter. I just post it up cause it's cute~

Spoilers

2009-07-31T14:34:00.000+08:00

READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

WARNING TO THOSE WHO HAVEN'T BEEN FOLLOWING UP ON NARUTO EPISODE.

BELOW CONTAIN SPOILERS!

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I THANK GOD THAT GAARA'S OUTFIT DIDNT CHANGE!

ok... I know it is lame for some of you. But for me it's like THANK GOD! There isn't any change!

Cause.....

I dont wanna spend money making another outfit... though it is not really proven that his outfit is totally change. Tenmari and Kankuro's outfit changed. So I was quite worried that Gaara's outfit change too... T.T

The three siblings from Suna. All of them looked like they have new otufit. >< See Gaara's outfit? It's didnt looked as if it change. XD

Again his outfit looked the same ^^

I've made this version of his outfit. Well, the anime one is Maroon. But I made the other colour instead. (This art is not mine.) So I was really happy that his outfit is not change. XD

Oh yea, if you guys were wondering why I don't bother to update. The fact is.... I AM SUPER LAZY TO UPDATE! Even though I have attend to some event and been to some outings. But I am totally lazy to update them. (Then again I rather keep it to myself for certain events XP)
And been busy playing Dragonica and SDO. I cant help it. I'm getting addicted to them. Even though... SDO I cut down after leveling to 21. XP. Dragonica now, I have 2 character which are 22 and 7 ( i think ) I just started it this week. XP

And I shall stop here and continue to become lazy XP

FREEDOM!!!!!

2009-07-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

Free~ Free~ Free~
I am free at last!
I thank God I am Free at last~

Free~ Free~ Free~
I am free at last!
I thank God I am Free at last~

FREE! (I want the whole world to be free)

Haha. I forgotten how the song goes.

FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!!!
WEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I finish my exams. Now holiday for 6 weeks!!
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
So many things to do... LOL
OMG!!!!

Lalalalalalalala ~

Little Chocobos adventure

2009-06-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

Here yee here yee.

This is a short story about the little chocobos

Little Chocobos decide to travel from world to world. They got bored with being stuck in one world. So they decided to travel and take some pictures with some other people from their world.

First, they met a pair of elegant goth couple.

They travel to Devil May Cry to meet Dante

Chocobos meet a very beautiful LeenaLee in D-Gray Man world. XD

They continue their journey to the Naruto world.

They met Naruto who was in his sage mode. (looked garang)

Gaara, who seemed to like them ^^

They met one of Naruto's sensei, Yamato, who looked er... more annoyed that Naruto >< Tobi, who cant stop hugging them. XD

And Pain (Nagato), who was happy to have them taking picture with.

And the whole group XD

So they travel to their world which is Final Fantasy

They met Rufus first. One chocobo was happily sitting on Rufus' head.

A very cute Yuffie. XD

One chocobo wanted to stick with one of the turks.

Black Mage Chocobo : Nyuuuuu... dont leave me alone T.T

Black Mage chocobo : neh neh white mage chocobo, I had enough adventure. ><
White Mage chocobo : Same here. Let's go back. ><
So they had enough of traveling to the other world and went back to their master's arms.

But...

They didnt know that their master wants to travel to the other worlds

First stop

Chocobos : Oo... D Gray Man world XD

Then Naruto world

Chocobos : *Shiver*
Hikari : oro? what happen to you guys?

Naruto in Gakuen version

The to Final Fantasy world

Chocobos : Kawaii Yuffie XD

Chocobos : Ooooo Barret. ^^

To the other worlds, One piece and Tsubasa Chronicles
Last stop er... Kuro Shuji?

Hikari : You guys looked tired.
Chocobos : we have been travelling. ><
Hikari : hor.... that why you guys suddenly disappear...
Chocobos : Sorrie >< *Yawns*
Hikari : Kk, you guys can rest...

Chocobos : ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

~The end~

Ps : all of these are random

Animagaki

2009-06-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

I AM BEAT!

Seriously after 2 days event. ><

I got my KAWAII CHOCOBOS! XD Surprised that no one bought it when it was on the booth. And a lot of people didnt see it ><

Bought
Day 1 - Chocobo cosplaying Black mage
Day 2 - Chocobo cosplaying White Mage
Other than that, bought a lot o stuff around the booths. ><

Hm... The events has it's upside and downside.

So let's state the good side of it first :
1. The Hall was great
2. The booths were great.
3. The prizes were great
4.The food were nice
5.The band was great

The downside : 1. One of the person in charge of the games was rude and snobbish
2. The game side was away from the main : reason being stating this is, if the lucky draw number was called but if the person is the other side, cannot hear....
3. Mat step had a problem, it was sorta unfair...

Congratz to Beatbox for 1st placing, Sparda for 2nd placing and one vocaloid cosplayer for 3rd placing. Congratz to Pa-No for getting 3rd for art competition. Congratz to Cutie for getting to top 3 for group Karaoke (sorry, I dont know what placing you got). Congratz to the Final Fantasy 7 Team for getting champion for group cosplay.

Enough talking about the event, here are some photos XD Day 1

Double Tobis?

Tamaki Suoh

Shikamaru

Shino

Naruto in Sage mode

Tobi and Sasori

Naruto group picture

Day 2

Vincent and Rufus

Naruto and Sakura

Naruto Vs Pain (Nagato)

Goth family

Hikari and Miyuki

Family

Superman pose

Egyptian style

Squeal to the next post XD

Chocobos XD

Happy?

2009-06-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

Should I be finally happy that the 2 wallpaper project madness is gone? But... now... THREE FREAKING LOGOS TO MAKE!!!!! NYUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
So here are some of the design I made.

Kanda's communication device.
This was my first design which I copied using Illustrater

My Sakura wallpaper

My Chibi Gaara

My first butterfly color

My butterfly with other color

My rainbow wallpaper

So, I finally got my new glasses. XD Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. The nerdy type. Hahaha. Mom wondered why I wanted that type of design. I told her, I just wanna look like a nerd. Obviously got hidden agenda. Muahahahhahahahhahahahahha. It's almost the same design as Gaara's in Konoha Gakuan. XD

Oh my gosh. I love my parents! XD They are so supportive in my cosplaying. ^^ I told my mom I wanted a new cosplay outfit for this year group with I joined another one other than Naruto and she suprisingly agreed. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Then I decided I show her a list of cosplays I wanna buy. And she agreed to that too. But have to wait la. Cannot rush to buy all. ><
Gaara - Kazekage, his battle outfit and his Suna casual wear. That's (3) XD
Roxas - Casual and Organization 13 (2)
Kanda - Version 1, Version 2, Version 3(maybe), Casual, Yukata, Training (6)
Aerith - FF7 Outfit, and Kingdom Hearts 2 outfit (2)
Lightning - Battle Outfit)
Honey - School uniform (1)
Agito 13 - School uniform (1)
Lavi - Verison 1 and Version 3 (2)
Agito - Black outfit (1)
Hiei - Black outfit (1)
Cissnie n Elena - Black outfit (1) [Hm... dont really need to but since I have their outfit]
Vampire Night, Maria Kurenai - Night class outfit (1)

Total : 22 XD

Hahaha. Will cosplay them when the time is right XD.
Ps: OMG! so much to spend ><

RANDOM!

2009-06-10T23:48:00.000+08:00

THIS POST IS RANDOM! XD

Sparda doing the Para-para XD

Azreal doing the Para para ^^

Tee hee

Ps : dont kill me ><

Tagged by Vivian and Kazu

2009-06-09T19:07:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: 100 plus
2. Last phone call: Belle
3. Last text message: Sparda
4. Last song you listened to: The Best Thing (Avalon)
5. Last time you cried: Last few months

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: oro?
7. Been cheated on: Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Never did.
9. Lost someone special: Yes, years ago
10. Been depressed: Too many times
11. Been drunk and threw up: Never did

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Matelic Green
13. Black.
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: A lot ^^
16. Fallen out of love: Dont wanna believe yet until I met someone who can complete my list
17. Laughed until you cried: Er... dont remember.
18. Met someone who changed you: Yes.
19. Found out who your true friends are: Yep
20. Found out someone was talking about you: Yep. dont care
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: A lot.

23. How many kids do you want to have: 2 XD
24. Do you have any pets: Rabbit ^^
25. Do you want to change your name: I like my name ^^
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Celebrate with parents XD
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Online XD
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Too many to name

30. Last time you saw your Mother: Just now
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my life
32. What are you listening to right now: Anime XD
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Nope
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: Some people think that they are so great but in reality they are not.
35. Most visited webpage: my blog, Cf forum, facebook
36. What's your real name: Esther Ong
37. Nicknames: Ster, darkiris, Iris, hikari,

38. Relationship Status: Available
39. Zodiac sign: Sagittarius, and Snake
40. Male or female: Female
41. Elementary School: Tadika Pui Ling
42. Middle School: Sekolah Rendah Sri Sempurna
43. High school/college: Sekolah Menengah sri Sempurna
44. Hair colour: Black, Sliver, Brown, Light brown, dark brown
45. Long or short: Medium
46. Height: 155cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone: Now? NO
48: What do you like about yourself: Too many to name
49. Piercings: Dont have
50. Tattoos: Dont have
51. Righty or lefty: Righty but I was born a lefty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: Standard 4
53. First piercing: Dont have
54. First best friend: Standard 3
55. First sport you joined: Ping Pong
56. First vacation: Too long to remember
58. First pair of trainer: Dont remember

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Just had dinner, dad's cooking
60. Drinking: Water XD
61. I'm about to: watch anime and chat with friends ^^
62. Listening to: Anime
63. Waiting on: the coming event XD

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids: yep ^^
65. Get Married: Yes!
66. Career: Psychologist

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Both
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs
69. Shorter or taller: Taller
70. Older or Younger: Younger
71. Romantic or spontaneous: Spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Both?
73. Sensitive or loud: Both
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: Hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: No way, unless he is some handsome hunk ^^
77. Drank hard liquor: no... never
78. Lost glasses/contacts: got
79. Sex on first date: never
80. Broken someone's heart: I think I had
82. Been arrested: No
83. Turned someone down: Yes.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: Yes ^^
87. Miracles: Yes
88. Love at first sight: never want to believe that
89. Heaven: Yeah.
90. Santa Claus: never did
91. Kiss on the first date: Never did
92. Angels: yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 boyfriend/girlfriend at a time: nope
95. Did you sing today: No
96. Ever cheated on somebody: no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go: Back to standard one
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be: CF day ^^
99. Are you afraid of falling in love: yes
100. Posting this as 100 truths: I have done this before....

Tagged:
whoever is reading this

Random XD

2009-06-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hahaha. Yes. According to the title, this post will be so random. I have noting better to. Will just post up some random pictures. Muahahahahhahahahahahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahahahahaahhahahahahahahahaha.

This is the creation of what my group (the six of us) did for intro to design class. XD

On one outing where Sparda was trying to break the glass floor XD

Part of the Rubix cube >< The base of the Rubix cube of 5 X 5 (if you guys are wondering, the pieces came out so I dismantled it to fix it ><) The other pieces ><I present to you the complete Rubix cube 5 X 5 XD

Oh yes, and one day, Jian fell asleep in class. Muahahahahahha

And my new Mokona XD

A poem...

2009-05-31T00:18:00.000+08:00

I don’t understand why;

As the days pass by;

Why sometimes I feel the need to cry;

I can’t find the reason why.

Everyone gives me the cold stare;

Which I don’t think I can bear;

This feeling is very rare;

But why do I even care?

People are avoiding me;

Why must this be?;

How can they judge me for just being me?;

How can they say I am abnormal when I am just being me?

I am me;

I am who I want to be;

Why can’t anyone see?

I just want to be free.

People think I am going insane;

But how can they tell that I am feeling this pain;

What is there to gain;

For calling people name.

I feel so depress;

My life is in a mess;

That I need to de-stress;

How can I make myself impress;

As each day goes by;

I feel every need to cry;

I can’t tell from feeling right nor wrong;

Is this feeling making me strong?

I am so confused;

Which one should I choose;

To be what people want me to be;

Or be someone I want myself to be;

I can’t take it anymore;

This feeling is going to be sore;

It’s going to touch the core

Will there be more?

I feel so much pain;

That I think I am going insane;

How am I going to express this pain;

When there is nothing to gain.

People suggested to me to go see a psychologist;

Who are able to lead me out from the mist;

Who are able to tell what is wrong with me

Who are able to identify what the problem might be.

From what I know, psychologists would say they understand;

Would every one of them call the way I fell this a trend?

But why some people are ban;

For having a will to stand.

I took people’s suggestion to meet with a psychologist;

Whom they say he/she can lead of my mist;

The psychologist asks me what is wrong with me;

I told him everything there is to see.

He thought a while;

I feel as if I was in a trial;

Because I was so tensed up;

With everything that might turn up.

The psychologist smiled at me;

I wonder what it could be;

He told me that I am facing a problem;

Like people would categorize it like an emblem.

I deny that I have a problem;

And blame him that was his problem;

I know myself better than anyone else;

Who else would know me better than myself?

I guess I was wrong;

I thought just knowing and believing in myself would make me strong;

I needed someone to hear me out;

To be able to understand what I am facing through is all about.

The psychologist has made it clear;

Of everything I wanted to hear;

My symptom was just depression;

Nothing more than a mere distraction.

I guess all I ever wanted was attention;

It all started with a mere detection;

Of having abandon by someone I love;

Whom I badly wanted to serve.

I know now that I am not only who feels this way;

There are many people who feel the same way;

Some succeed in overcoming their symptoms;

Like sewing on a button.

Other may not succeed at all;

But it is better to try then to fail and lose all;

Otherwise there is no point of living where life will be full of pain;

This is something I do not want to gain.

I guess everything has a price to pay;

Obstacles will come in my way;

I will look forward for a new day;

That’s I have to say.

Ps : did this for assignment ><

Tagged by Sachiko and kazu

2009-05-29T22:18:00.000+08:00

1. Besides your lips , where is the favourite spot to get kissed

-The cheeks, hand, forehead

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?

-Tired. wanna sleep back..

3. Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?

-a few people... dont remember

4. Would you considered yourself spoiled?

-Maybe...

5. Will you ever donate blood?

-No... mom doesn't allow

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?

-Yeah I do

7. Do you want someone to be dead?

-Probably.. then again I dont wanna think about it.

8. What does your last text message say?

-Yeah...

9. What are you thinking right now?

-I hate doing this stupid tag.... (well, I did it before if I am not wrong)

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?

-I dont know... can anime character come to life? if they can, then I want

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?

-12 something

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?

-buy from school..

13. Is someone on your mind right now?

-Not really...

14. Who was the last person to text you?

-Azreal

TEN lucky People to do this quiz

1. Sparda

2. Belle

3. Jian

4. Azreal

5. Nightress

6. Aleanor

7. Vin

8. Rachel

9. Valerie

10. I lazy tag...

15. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?

- her pillow?

16. Is no. 3 a male or a female?

-Male

17. If no. 1 and no.7 get together , would it be good?

-WTH!! That will never happen. That is so not going to happen. I'll go crazy if that happen.

18. What is no.1 studying about?

-Working?

20. Is no. 4 single?

-No, he is taken.

21. Say something about no. 2

-A very nice twin who understand me XD

22. What do you think of no. 3 and no.6 being together?

-That will be so weird... and never going to happen. So forget about that question...

23. Describe no.9

-A very nice girl XD

24. What will you do if no. 6 and no.7 fight?

-Impossible. They will not fight...

25. Do you like no. 5?

- My nee-chan XD sure like >w<

CLEAN!

2009-05-23T22:03:00.000+08:00

Yay! My room is finally clean. Took me hours to clean it. And I rearrange my whole room again. I tend to do it every sem. Dad kept on laughing at me for changing the arrangement every sem. Mom too laughed about it but was amazed that I could move all the furniture by myself.

This is part of my room

My messy bed

My other part of the room.

FINAL RESULT! XD

My collection of soft toys XD

My other ones (Picture dark I know... phone camera)

The is part of my collection XD (Last time picture)

I shall end here. XD I leave it to your imagination on how soft toys I have. >w<

I am me,
I am who I want to be,
Why can't anyone see?
I just want to be free.

C2AGE 2009

2009-05-17T14:05:00.000+08:00

C2AGE this year turn out better than the last one. There were more booths, cosplayers, and people! But I really pity those booth who were behind... It's like they can't enjoy the event. Sad... But Overall the event was okay. (I just wished the MC and Gamemaster know how to play chess so some poor of us pieces dont die so easily...><). I took long time to get dress for Gaara's cosplay. Cause the hair took an hour to get it done!!! ><Yusuke : You looked like a pastor! XD *snap picture*

Me : ....

Sakura, Tsunade, Naruto and Gaara

Group photo taken outside for the Straits Times

Gaara and Shizune

Photo shoot XD

Naruto

Sakura
Gaara

Shino

Shizune

Gaara Vs Sakura

Random shots

Look alike?

Master Roshi : I got hair! XD

Master Roshi : I am so sexy

Gaara : Big Frog Purse! Naruto! I want !!!
Naruto : Gaara dont need purse... >< Future Hokage

Yuuki : Wah a flower for me?
Prince of Darkness : Anything for a lovely lady like you.

Aki is looking real pissed

Aki is not pleased that her prince of darkness is with another girl.

Assasin?

Well, I think I'll stop here for now. I have no idea what else I want to put. However I'll make one story out of some photos of my Gaara's pictures (Ideas kept popping out). If I can manage to make it that is....

Ps : I like making caption. So dont mind me. Credits for taking photo goes to Chia Wei, Yusuke and Kazu

Tagged by Sachiko

2009-05-15T23:03:00.000+08:00

What do you have:
[ ] Step-Father
[ ] Step-Mother
[ ] Step Sister
[ ] Step Brother
[ ] Brother :one... and always bully me
[ ] Brother In Law
[ ] Sister
[ ] Sister In Law
[ ] Half sister
[ ] Half brother
[*] Nephew
[*] Niece
[ ] Boyfriend/ Girlfriend
[*] Mobile phone
[ ] Own bathroom
[*] Own room
[ ] Have/had a swimming pool
[ ] Have/had a hot tub
[* ] Guest room
[*] Living Room : lol...?
[ ] Own computer : laptop counted?
[ ] Own TV

Total so far: 6

[ ] Full size/Queen bed
[*] More than 8 pairs of shoes : lol?
[*] MP3 Player/iPod
[*] PS1/2/3 : ps1 and 2... both need to repair... T.T
[ ] Nintendo DS or PSP
[*] Gameboy/Advance : i dun really touch it...
[ ] Gamecube
[ ] xbox/ xbox 360
[ ]Wii
[*]Own Laptop

Total so far: 11

[ ] Basketball net/hoop
[ ] Air hockey table
[ ] Pool table
[*] Ping pong table
[ ] Foosball table

Total so far: 12

[ ] night stand
[ ] Stereo in bedroom: its BLACK
[*] DVD player in bedroom/portable

Total so far: 13

[*]Go shopping at least once a week :cnt stand without shoppin
[ ] Expensive cologne/perfume
[*] AIM/MSN: lol.... sure got la...
[*] camera on phone: got that too

Total so far: 16

[ ] Go Cart/car/quad
[ ]Guitar/drums/bass guitar: 2 guitars?
[*] Piano/Keyboard: piano
[*] Any other instrument :violin, recorder, harmonica XD
[*] Been on a cruise: once
[*] Traveled out of the country
[ ] Traveled out of the continent
[ ] Had a personal trainer
[*] Expensive jewelry: cost me a bomb
[*] Met a Celeb : someone... forgotten... so long ago....

Total so far: 22

[ ]Straightener/curling iron
[ ]Have been to a batting cage
[ ] Have $100 on you right now in cash at your house
[*] Credit card or ATM card or debit card or bank card : secret
[ ] Have a TV in your room
[*] Mirror in your room: obviously
[*] Window in your room: that one also obvious...

Total so far: 25

[ ] Been to Paris
[ ] Been to Rome
[ ] Been to Hawaii
[ ] Been to Mexico
[ ] Been to Jamaica

Total so far: 25

[*] Parents have a car : some old toyota brand... i dunno
[ ] Have owned or own a Jet ski/boat
[*] Had/have Camped : yep XD
[*] Been to 3+ states : more than 3
[*] 100+ buddies on facebook/myspace/friendster : dunno what number is it now...

Total so far: 29

[ ] Home cooked meal almost everyday: my grandma's cooking rawks
[ ] Been in a limo
[ ] Been in a helicopter
[*] Own a camera : very cacat one...
[ ] Have been to Disneyland/World more than 2 times

Total: 30

Post as:1-25 = Humble! (and tag 5 people)
26-40= Average (and tag 10 people)
:41-50 = Spoiled Teen! (and tag 15 people)
51+ = Upper Class Snob! (and tag 20 people)

I tag:
whoever who want to do this... I lazy tag...

Happy Mother's Day

2009-05-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Happy Mother's Day to Mommy and to all mothers in the world. XD

Meet the seniors + ping pong sport carnival

2009-05-09T20:57:00.000+08:00

I and Belle volunteered for the mentor, to lead the new juniors. They were a great batch to be with. They did awesomely well through out the whole game XD Even manage to win second place. >w<>< onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_SnfegxKisaI/SgV2RvuZeJI/AAAAAAAAAsw/v7QWu_f0DH8/s1600-h/2865_74178426585_711411585_1910499_141976_n.jpg">

This is one of the station XD

1st Runner up XD

Well, long story cut short, Psychology department won 1st runner up. We stood a chance to win champion, however I sorta screw the last point which we could dunce (if we win this match, then mix double can play and probably was able to win) ><>w<

New Obsession

2009-05-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

LOL!

I am so obsess with the character Yu Kanda from D-Gray Man. He so freaking cool and HOT! Haha.

First version outfit and one of his cool pose XD

Second version outfit

His third version outfit
From the manga =3

Enjoying soba

Group picture

One of his casual wear

My new cosplay plan! YU KANDA!

Back from camp

2009-05-04T18:25:00.000+08:00

So finally another post.

Hm... well, noting much to talk about the camp. All I ever did was babysit children, play with them, eat, sleep and a lot of fishing. Speaking of fishing, this was my first time. I have manage to catch only three fishes. Not that bad since this was my 1st time fishing. I forgotten to take picture of my first catch. So here is the second one.

Puffer fish

Second picture

My third catch - Catfish

I went fishing a lot during the camp until I got my hand sunburns. LOL. Didn't bother to take much picture during the camp. What I did most is fishing. I have decided to make a hobby. XD

Sem break

2009-04-23T00:02:00.000+08:00

Today is my 1st day of my sem break. I can't believe I woke up at 12.30pm today. >.<>w<

Exams tomorrow. >.<

2009-04-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!

Exams is tomorrow...
I hope to do well...
*Cross fingers*

Exams... T.T

2009-04-11T14:15:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!

Exam are coming. T-T
I don't like exams... >.<
Have to study hard!!! I shall gambahte!!!

Emo....
Ps : Naruto can enjoy holiday.... sobsob T.T

ACGC Day 1 and Day 2

2009-03-28T16:56:00.000+08:00

So finally ACGC has arrived. Yes I know this post it late. Cause I was waiting for a lot of pictures to come XD.

I didn't plan to cosplay as Gaara since I didn't have the gourd, the hair style, the make up and the sandals. So, I went to ACGC as as Elena from FF7 (the turks). However, James forgotten to bring the gun. That's so sad. Thinking I don't wanna be left out, I decided that I change my costume to Gaara (I brought it just in case).

I search the whole mall for sandals, hair spray, and lip inear. I manage to find them after half an hour... poor me.. T-T. I ended up cosplaying Gaara. Funny right? With the help of the rest of the group, I manage to look almost like him... well, just the hair was a problem... hahahaha.

Now I shall introduce the Naruto characters XD

Sparda as Naruto

Cutiepie as Sakura

Darkiris as Gaara

Cyber_84 as Rock Lee
Mint as Ten Ten

Valvaris as Shino

Aleanor as Tsunade

Belle as Shizune

Kazu as Yamato

Candid shots XD

Tsunade : hm... interesting... Naruto, you have a lot of money.
Naruto : Uh-oh...

Naruto : Ba-san took my money... T-T

Naruto : Ba-san, I let you taste my Rasengan!!

Naruto : gah...
Tsunade : It's still too early for you Naruto

Naruto : who is that again?

Serious reading....

Gaara : Naruto.. why are you pointing your finger at me?
Naruto : It's because you became the Kazekage before I become the Hokage...

Ten Ten : how can you forget about calling me to join the mission???

Rock Lee : I'm sorry T-T

Naruto : Ba-san, why must I sit next to you?
Tsunade : Shut up Naruto!
Shizune : -_-ll (why do they always fight?)
Sakura : (I wish Sasuke-kun would sit next to me)
Ten Ten : (How long is this picture going to take? I can't hold my scroll any longer)
Gaara : ... (Why am I even here taking photos with the Leaf villagers?)
Shino : ...
Yamato : (Kakashi-senpai.. where are you?)
Rock Lee : (Gai-sensei... )

Naruto : Finally! A picture with Sakura
Sakura : Hey! watch it!

Shizune : Kazekage-sama, stay at that pose. dont move
Gaara : nani?...
Naruto : hehehe
Sakura : Gaara-sama is so going to kill you Naruto
Yamoto : Youngsters...
Rock Lee : hey... I want a picture too!

Naruto : I think I am in heaven. Sakura is leaning on my shoulder XD

Sakura under the sakura tree XD

Sakura and Gaara

Gaara in deep thought

Naruto : Ramen... T-T
Gaara : ....

Yamato : Smile for a picture
Naruto : Yosh! Picture time!
Tsunade : Always so hyper Naruto...
Ten Ten : *smile*
Sakura : (I wish Sasuke-kun was here)
Gaara : Naruto... you're blocking me *twitch twitch*
Shino : NOoo... I not wearing my hood on
Shizune : I'm so far... T-T
Ninja : *smile*

Amazing... Naruto block Sakura's punch

Then again, not everyday Sunday...
Sakura: *punch*
Naruto : Ouch... T-T

Gaara : Your punches doesnt' work on me...
Sakura : Grrr....

Tsunade and Shizune

MC : So Gaara, where is you Gourd?
Gaara : Diedara spoiled it...

MC : So where can I find this Deidara
Gaara :... (seriously if I had my gourd with me, he would be 10 feet under right now...)

Sakura : *point*
Gaara : *poke*

I have no idea why are we doing this...

Day 2

Today noting much happen. Just helping out Azreal aka Axel with his skit.
So here are some pictures. XD

Roxas battle mode

Roxas enjoying ice cream

So kawaii!!!!

Roxas and Axel

Axel : I must be dreaming... Roxas is hugging my hand
Roxas : It's just for the picture...
Roxas : AXEL!!!
Axel : OMG! HELP ME!
Axel, Roxas and Sniper

Reno, Axel and Roxas

Roxas Vs shadow

Roxas and two lovely girls

Roxas and a vampirer night student

Ps : The picture I randomly made caption. So dont get mad at me. I love making randon captions. Credits goes to Cutie, Chia Wei, Belle, Jian and whoever's camera that took these photos which I found in the forum. XD
PPS : Thanks Naruto group for helping me with Gaara's costume.

Costume is here!

2009-03-18T20:52:00.000+08:00

So my costume is finally ready XD
However I can't cosplay him this coming ACGC...
Why?
Don't have the wig (since I do not want to cut my hair and dyed it again).
No sandals.
So I guess I am going to cosplay Roxas again.

Dont even know how to make the gourd...T-T
Though one of the cosplayer did give a tip..
But still dunno how to make...

One thing I notice after making the costume...
He has TOO MANY ACCESSORIES on him... LOL
1. The vest
2. The belt around his waist
3. The 3 leg strips
4. The gourd (not yet make)

Total = 6 things on him

Here is how the costume look like...
Ps : the leg wear cannot see...

Kuchibue Ga Kikoeru (i Hear A Whistle)

2009-03-16T03:40:00.000+08:00

Kuchibue ga kikoeru Kinou yori mo tooku de
Togire togire no kakera wo atsume
Migi te ni nigirishime sotto me wo tojiru

Naifu no you ni tsuki ga furidasu
Chiheisen mo Itetsuku yoru sa
Hiza wo daite sonna kouya ni ima hitori
Kaze no uta ni mimi wo samashite 'ru

Nemurenai yoru wo shiranai yatsu wa
Tsuyoku wa narenai Sore ga ruuru sa

Kuchibue ga kikoeru Hoshizora yori tooku de
Sore wa dare ka no inori no kotoba
Migi te ni nigirishime sotto me wo tojiru

Kodoku yori mo motto sabishii mono wa
Sono kodoku ni kizukanai koto
Donna hieta yoru no daichi mo sono shita ni
Atatakasa wo kakushite iru no sa

Kago ni torawareta tori de iru yori
Namae mo shiranai ishikoro ni nare

Kuchibue ga kikoeru Kinou yori mo tooku de
Togire togire no kakera wo atsume
Migi te ni nigirishime sotto me wo tojiru

Kuchibue ga kikoeru Hoshizora yori tooku de
Sore wa dare ka no inori no kotoba
Migi te ni nigirishime sotto me wo tojiru

Migi te ni nigirishime sotto me wo tojiru

English Translation

I can hear a whistling farther than yesterday
I collect the scattered pieces
I hold them tightly in my right hand, and softly close my eyes

Knife-like moonlight rains down
On a night that freezes even the horizon
Alone in that wilderness, hugging my knee
I strain to hear the song of the wind

Those who do not know a sleepless night
Cannot become strong; that is the rule

I can hear whistling farther than the stars and the skies
It's the words of someone's prayer
I hold them tightly in my right hand, and softly close my eyes

A thing that's even sadder than loneliness
Is not realizing that loneliness
No matter how freezing the night, under the earth
Warmth is hidden

Rather than being a bird that is trapped in a cage
I would become a nameless stone

I can hear a whistling farthe than yesterday
I collect the scattered pieces
And holding them tight in my right hand, I softly close my eyes

I can hear whistling from a distant yesterday
It's the words of someone's prayer
And holding them tight in my right hand, I softly close my eyes

Holding them tight in my right hand, I softly close my eyes

Good day or Bad day?

2009-03-12T20:04:00.001+08:00

Today I wonder whether to say a good day or a bad day?

Today the new MCH 101 lecturer is good. She is totally COOL! The subject may turn out more interesting now XD.

The bad thing about the today is... STUPID PMG 101!!!! Screw this subject!!!! I seriouly do not like this subject at ALL! He doesnt even want to show us the final tips nice and slow... WHO IN THE WORLD CAN COPY THAT FAST?????!????????!??!?!!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and some more about the pcp thing... WHO IN THE WORLD WILL DO A LIST IN THE ASSIGNMENT??? TO LET EVERYONE KNOW WHAT YOU PLAN TO DO???? Different people have different method... screw the project!!!!!

I dunno what to say about today... sieness...

Tagged by Belle

2009-03-09T20:15:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1 - Emo

2 - An anime freak

3 - A ping pong freak

4 - can't live without people who are close to me

5 - SERIOUSLY BROKE!

6 - Enjoys playing sports.

7 - Enjoys drawing and writing fan fictions

8 - Love character Draco, Cloud, Roxas (they are blonde and they represent the inner me)

9 - Love character Gaara, L, Zuko, Hiei (actually i dont know why but somehow i feel their story are connected to my life)

10 - Love certain figurings

11 - Hate studying... but do them... (in a way i guess)

12 - Love my teddy bear

13 - Have more than 70 soft toys in my room (just use your imagination)

14 - Going to cosplay as Gaara for CF

15 - Wants Cecelia Aherns novels (except Ps: I love you. Where rainbows ends [I have them XD])

16 - Want the boots from I-socks

17 - Want black outfits

18 - Prefer black and white and matelic green over all colours

19 - DREAMING to go JAPANn and PARIS!!!!

20 - Want Japanese Buffet

21 - want to fly in the sky

22 - want to learn how to rollerblade

23 - Want squirrel!!!

24 - Want comic books XD

25 - I tend to talk to much to people whom i am close with

CHOCOATE FUN DO

2009-02-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE!

My group is going to sell Chocolate fun Do where you can coat marshmallow,honeydew, grapes and Strawberries with chocolates XD

It's Rm 2-5 each.

marshmallow - Rm 2
Honeydew - Rm 3
Grapes - Rm 4
Strawberries - Rm 5

Check us out next week XD

So sick - Ne yo

2009-02-15T00:57:00.000+08:00

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cause you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishin' you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

Valentines Day

2009-02-14T23:48:00.000+08:00

Once again Valentines is here.

Well noting much happen together. Stayed at home the whole day.

Studying, Online, and writing story. (I studied OK!)

I finally finished chapter 1 of my fanfiction! XD

Thanks Belle and Jian for the Valentines day present.

NEW COM

2009-02-08T14:29:00.000+08:00

YAY~

NEW COM.

I am so happy XD
Waited for 5 long years. Finally get one. WOO HOOO!

Tagged by Belle

2009-02-03T14:32:00.000+08:00

RULES:1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
I Can't Take My eyes off you - High School Musical
(okay... weird....)

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Smack That - Akon
( =_=ll)

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bet on it - High School Musical
(LOL)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Aeris' Theme - Final Fantasy 7
(Wow....)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mirror Mirror - M2M
(Mirror? weird)

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Have you ever - S club 7
(OK... damn emo song)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Take it on me - A1
(LOLNESS)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Go on girl - Neyo
(er... no comment...)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Crush - David Archuleta
(OOOOOOOooooooooo...)

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Roxas theme - Kingdom Hearts 2 soundtrack
(Cool!~)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Blow me a kiss - Git Fresh
(Belle is freaking me out here...)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Witch Doctor - Alvin and the Chipmuks soundtrack...
(LIfe? what has witch doctor got to do life?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Bye bye bye - N'sync
(bye bye bye~)

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I never had a dream come true - S club
(LOL... nice in a way...)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Sway
(ain so bad HOHOHOHOHO XD)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When you're like that - Westlife
(WTH!!!!!)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
What becomes of a broken heart - Westlife
(ER..... broke people's hearts? weird...)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Dangerous - Akon
(I am DANGEROUS!!!! XD)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Anyone of us - Gareth Gates
(???? What has us got to do with my biggest secret?)

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Like a rose - A1
(I like the song... XD)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Time isn't healing - Tom Felton
(That's sad...)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
The best Thing - Avalon
(Stupid....)

Tag :
Anyone who want to do this.....

Cosplay plan for 2009

2009-01-09T15:45:00.000+08:00

Having a chance to cosplay as Roxas last year for CF and Cissnie for C2Age.

At least this year, I'm not doing it alone. XD

This year I plan to cosplay as Gaara

Belle is doing Shizune XD

Vin is doing Shino XD

Hope to be able to get the costume XD

Tagged by Mun Yue

2008-12-26T19:38:00.000+08:00

1. What’s your ambition?
To ahieved my dreams.

2. Who is more important to you? Friends or boy/girlfriend?
Frienship is as important as relationship with a boyfriend. Therefore it is both.

3. How often do you think of committing suicide?
Half my life... you guess how many times it that...

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
Depends on what...

5. How many babies you want?
Prefered 2 XD

6. Favorite perfume/fragrance?
I'm allegic to them... however there are some I am okay with it.

7. What do you think will be your greatest downfall?
Losing what I love most

8. Do you believe in eternal love?
I broke up with my ex last time... dont wanna think about love yet until I find someone who can complete my dream list

9. What's a perfect girlfriend/boyfriend like to you?
The prefect one will be someone who loves me as me, complete my dream list and cosplay together. XD

10. What are your bad habits?
Procrastination, Lazy, Moody, Loud at time... etc...

11. Is there anything you wanna tell the people who hate you?
Nothing I can think of....

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
I do. I try to be a good friend.

13. What do you hate most in others?
Dunno...

14. What do you crave for the most currently?
Good results for my subjects in my first sem of Bachelor of Psychology course (Hopefully)

15. What features/quirks do you find totally sexy on a guy/girl?
er.....

16. Describe the person who tagged you in 7 words.
friendly, funny, nice, helpful, etc...

18. What will you become in another 10 years to come?
Work? get married? No one can predict the future...

19. Whats your guilty pleasure?
No idea. hahaha

20. I tag: uh no one....

Tagged by Siu Mei

2008-12-23T20:32:00.000+08:00

name:
Esther/Hikari/Kari-chan/Roxie/Ong~
sisters:
none
brothers:
none
shoe size:
5, 5 1/2,6
height:
156
where do you live:
Cheras

Have you ever...
been on a plane:
Yea, love it XD
swam in the ocean:
Yea, swim too much until I get sunburn
fallen asleep in school:
Yea, too tired
broken someone's heart:
maybe... i think i did.
fell of your chair:
hm.. yea i guess. dont remember.
saved e-mails:
yeps
what is you room like:
nice, messy, comfy XD
do you believe in love at first sight:
yups

Who was / were the last person(s)...
you danced with:
a group of friends.
last made you smile:
Yuki-chan! aka Belle XD

Today did you...
talk to someone you like:
no...
kissed anyone:
my teddy bear XD
get sick:
yes.. after mc 100 exam.. =-=ll
talk to an ex:
yea... but now I dont conact them... dont wanna disturb their lives...
miss someone:
i dont know....
eat:
have to eat to survive la
kick a llama:
never even seen one
drink asparagus juice:
?
talk to a hot german boy:
hm... a few year ago... i think... hahaha
pay attention in lectures:
i did... some... hahaha

meet the man of your dreams and end up finding out he likes your best friend and stabbed him

with a spork till he bled and stained your shoes and made you cry:
uh......
is there a person on you mind now:
i dont know....
do you want children:
after i get married
do you like you hand writing:
uh... not really...
are you toes painted:
yup purple XD
whose bed other that yours would you rather sleep in:
uh... some hot guy? hahhahahahhaa
when did you last cry:
hm.... almost cried once...
are you a friendly person:
depends...
where is the person you have feelings for right now:
I have no clue who i like right now....
have you ever crawled through a window:
???
can you handle the truth:
depends what kind...
who was the last person you cried in front of:
my teddy bear
do you eat healthy:
nope
do you still have pictures of you and your ex:
yea.... i do...
have you ever cried because of something someone said to you:
yep.. if not why would i cry?
are you loud or quiet most of the time:
depends...
are you confident:
depends for what
are you controlling:
depends i think... hahaha

5 things i was doing 10 years ago...
watching cartoons
develop a lot of mature thinking (in love way )
fell in love
read comics
play sports

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire...
buy what I want
travel around the world
buy a house by the sea
give parents money
help people who are in need if i can

5 jobs i've had...
Secretaries
Treasurer
Phone repair
TV repair
Office girl

5 people i tag/want to annoy with pointless things like this:
Yew Mun
Joe
Jonathan
Belle
Mun Yue

Comic Festa 2008

2008-12-20T23:19:00.000+08:00

Comic Festa is HERE!!!!!

Yay~

Haha. I was looking forward to it since some time already XD

One thing nice about cosplay is I get to see a lot of anime stuffs. XD

I love all the fanart artist make. They are lovely.

There were a few cosplayers from Bleach, Kingdom Hearts, Naruto, Digimon, Chobits, Final Fantasy, D-Gray man and the list goes on.

Kingdom Hearts

Roxas

Roxas of Organization 13 and Roxas(Twilight Town)

Roxas(Twilight Town) and Roxas(Organization 13)

Roxas and Sora

Demxy, Roxas (Twilight Town), Sora (Halloween Town), Roxas (Organization 13), Axel

Final Fantasy

Lulu

Rikku

Reno

Sephiroth

Er... Sephiroth took the ice cream?

Quran High School

Bleach

Naruto

Sasuke

Itachi

Anbu

Kakashi

D-Gray man

PS: Not all the pictures are here. Too many pic to post it up.

11th December 2008 - 19th Birthday

2008-12-12T00:03:00.000+08:00

I"M FINALLY 19!
WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry. Dont mind me. I'm just being hyper. XD

The clock strike midnight. It's my BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
Go Esther~ Go Esther~
It's your birthday~
It's your birthday~

Haha. It was nice of my friends to stay up so late to wish me XD. I'm so touch. HOHO. Thanks to those who stay up late to wish me XD. Thanks guys.

Morning - woke up : Half dead. haha. I'm sick. What to do? Haih. Got dress then off to college. But got stuck in a stupid jam. T-T Ended up reaching college at 11 something. Haih. The worst thing about today is the EXAM! But the exam was ok ok. Dont wanna think about it no more.

I have friends in college wishing me. Thank you all! Love ya! It was so nice to hear them wishing me XDI recieved a pendrive, roxas' wristband and necklace And best of all COOKIES! Thanks Yuki, James, Mei and Val. XD

oh yes. Thanks Patrick for singing B'day song to me XD. So cute XD. Thanks Joe Ee for the coming present (thank you in advance =P)

I had a nice dinner with my parents. Then visited my grandfather and cousin. Then here I am typing this blog. XD

I wanna thank everyone today for remembering my b'day. Thank you all. Love ya~

My coming birthday T-T

2008-12-03T14:51:00.000+08:00

Argh!!!!!!!!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY????

Why must my birthday have exam??!?!?!?

Why??? Sigh....

Swt man... I hate having exam on my birthday. Can't even celebrate at all. T-T So sad...

Well, at least I have early birthday present from parents. XD

A new pair of shoe XD

Hahaha. Wah... I wished to have this three books. Haha. I have the Ps: I love you and Where Rainbow Ends. Going to buy when I get my angpau XD HOHOHOHO

Psychology Costume Party a.k.a Hello win XD

2008-11-02T23:13:00.000+08:00

I shall just upload the pictures XD

Phantom, Witch and Purple Demon

The boss of Axe society and Phantom

Phantom and Joker

Butterfly fairy and Phantom

Double devil + Phantom

Phantom, 2 angels and ghost?

Group Pic

Not all the pictures are here. Most of them are in facebook. Go check it out XD

PS : Thanks Kok Wui for sending me home. XD

TRANSITION

2008-10-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Well, well well,

HELLO TO ALL!

Since some people wondered bugged me to update... lol.. I shall update. Haha.

So today start with LLS class. Noting much happen there. I did my PDA and MC 100 assignment which were killing me seriously. hahaha. Because I had mid terms plue 4 freaking assignment due that week.

So completing the assignment, I, Belle, Siu Mei, and Valarie went to One U. To have lunch in Daves, shop for food and stuff. XD

All of us at One U (Belle the photographer)

Us again, posing this time XD

We went to Belle's house after shopping and then only went back to college around 4 something. XD. We waited for the bus for about two hours or so. Finally the bus arrived and we aboard on to the bus and have a journey of 2 hours plus plus to reach PD.

Bored me posing. LOL

Posers

Piglet and Pooh Bear

Eior?(I dont know how to spell it) and Tiger

The ride made me feel so tired that I feel asleep half the journey. Oh yes we finally reached PD at around 9 or 10 something. WOOHO. Hahaha.

This is me drawing XD

Chillax Just Psycho

S factor

The Artistiryz

The place were we stay XD

Mokona Modoki and Star fish

Joel, Val, Me, Siu Mei and Belle

This is us exercising

The others XD

The beautiful sunset

Oh yes, I got thrown into the sea because I was... the Dryest? SWT... Everyone was wet because they were either thrown into the sea, went in by themselves or hug by someone who was wet.

Belle saw me being dry and say it out loud. Erm... this cause three people to noticed, Debbie, Siu Mei and Val. So Debbie and Belle tried to chased me. Unfortunately I was too fast for them. HOHOHO. After that Jet too noticed I wasn't wet, including Mun Yeu and a few other people. So I had to ran for my life cause these people were CHASING me too. T-T. Bully.

JET caught me. T-T

And I was thrown into the sea. T-T

From the dryest to becoming the wettest.

So the night we had to do a skit. Everyone's skit were very nice. XD

YSL Group pic XD

Sad that we had to leave.. I was enjoying camp.

Belle, Me and Debbie

This is where we had our blindfold activity XD

YEAH SECRURITY LINK!

PS : I'll leave some of the parts for your imagination. I'm just too lazy to taip

Belle's birthday

2008-10-16T23:01:00.001+08:00

Today is Belle's birthday! Happy birthday to her. XD

Last night I and Siu Mei plan to have a surprise party in a way for her. We try to get a few people to surprise her. Siu Mei did most of it. (Need to give credit to her.XD)

We ended a few minutes early. So some of us left early. Some stayed back. Actually some of us that stay is to surprise her.

So I decided to occupied her mind from what is the reason that we stay back. XD I was wondering what happen to the cake. It should come any time by now... If not, Belle would be asking question which I wasn't prepare to answer... T-T Then the whole surprise would be ruin. T-T

So the cake FINALLY came!

Belle was suprised XD. I can see she was speecless. HOHOHO.

Belle cutting the cake XD

Luckily the suprised wasn't ruin. I mean... I gave her silly and lame excuse to stay back in class. "Siu Mei is in the toilet, let's wait for her..." <<<(Lame right? but it did work... XD)Usually MC 100 class, people would leave as soon the class is over. Haha. So all ends well. Gave everyone who stayed back a piece of the cake.

Joel, Belle, Zak and me - The one and only pic I was in XD (credit give to Siu Mei, the photographer)

Tagged by Rachel

2008-10-06T21:27:00.000+08:00

[01] Real name: Esther Ong S.Y
[02] Nickname: Ster, Ong~, Roxie
[03] Married: Nope
[04] Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 19 this year
[07] High School: Sri Sempurna/SMK Cheras
[08] College: HELP University College
[09] Height: erm... 158?
[10] Weight: 46kg.... keeping fit XD
[11] Do you like yourself: Yes...
[12] Piercings: none
[13] Right or left: Right but I was born a left T-T
[14] Are you a freak: Maybe XD
[15] Hair: Long brown hair
16] Skin: erm... ???
[17] Allergic: Dirty food
[18] What are you doing now:ansering these questions.
[19] What will you be doing 1hour later: ZZZZZZZZZZ..zzzzzzz
[20] What will you be doing 10 years later: Something I love doing

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): I'm the one and only
[23] Eldest: Me?
[24] Youngest: also me? haha
[25] Love/hate your family: Love
[26] You found your other half: Nope!
[27] If yes, who is he/she: -
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: Someone who accept me for just being me.
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: 3?
[30] Ever woo boy/girl: er... if i did... i dont remember...
[31] Anyone woo you before: Hmmm... dont remember either
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: what other half? I dont even have one... T-T
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: -
[35] You with your other half since: -
[36] Are you straight/gay: Straight-Erm, what section is this again?
[37] Reasons you love your other half: -
[38] You and your other half in which stage: -
[39] You woo he/she or he/she woo you: -
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: -
[41] Your first best friend: I have many friends...
[42] Your first enemy: Satan
[43] The friend you love the most(1only): I love all of them, though for different reasons.
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): someone who made my life miserable
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: errrr....
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: who??
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: one who is annoying... and bitchy
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: one who takes you for granted
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: once
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: yep
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: one day he/she will pay!
[52] If your friend betray you: Same as above
[53] If your friend woo your lover: depends
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: Er... depends who too
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: depends too

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: Average.
[57] You always do your homework/assignments: I try to keep a clean record.
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: I'm against Favouritism.
[59] Always late to school/college: depends
[60] Your class: dont even know the name...
[61] You love your seniors: Yes some only
[62] Senior who you love the most: same as above
[63] Your classmates good/bad: depends
[64] Excellent result classmate: ...
[65] Laziest classmate: Can't think of any.
[66] Smart people: Everyone-in different ways of course, not only in their studies.
[67] Stupid people:None
[68] Good looking people: er............ ...
[69] Ugly people: -
[70] Funny people: a lot XD
[71] Cute people: got too
[72] Bad people: dunno....
[73] Honest people: depends
[74] Acting people: a lot
[75] What kind of person are you: hyperactive emo person

THE PREFERENCE
[76] Lip or eyes: both?
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller!!!
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: Depending on the situation.
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Both.
[81] Listener or talker: Listener.
[82] Romantic or rich: Romantic.
[83] Good wife or good mother: both?

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get married: not sure...
[85] Numbers of kid(s): i wanna have 2
[86] Career: Clinical Psychology
[87] Salary: more money the better
[88] Retirement age: -
[89] Properties value: -
[90] Wishes: I will achieve my dreams

Tagged again

2008-09-24T22:14:00.000+08:00

Tagged from Pearly
6 Things I'm Passionate About:
-GOD
-Family and friends-
-Draco
-Roxas
-Cloud
-Gaara (Belle! you got me addicted to him!)

6 Things I Say Too Often:
-SWT
-Whatever
-Erm....
-Oro?
- One... Two... Three... and so on to ten
-Yay!

6 Books I've Read Recently :
-PS : I love you
-Kingdom Hearts 2 volume 1 and 2
-Where rainbow ends
-Some psychology books
-Half Blood Prince
-Detective Conan

6 That I Can Listen To Again and Again
-Where you are - 98 degrees
-Blow me a kiss - Git fresh
-Summer Love - Justin Timberlake
-A thousand words - Final Fantasy X-2 soundtrack
-Imagine me without you - Jaci Velasquez
-Run It - Chris Brown

Here are the cute and nice people i wanna tag -
Belle
Jack

Tagged

2008-09-21T14:22:00.000+08:00

1. what's the relationship of you and her/him ?
friends

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him ?
friendly, emo, loves shopping,

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you
i dont think there was one....

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you
she lend me use her mac

5. If she/he became your lover, you will..
I'm not les... yuk...

6. If she/he become your enemy, you will..
hahahaha i have no coment on that XD

7. If she/he become your lover, she/he has to improve on..
.....

8. If she/he become your enemy, the reason is..
is because .........

9. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is ?
gg

10. The overall impression of him/her is...
a gal who loves shopping

11. How do you think the people around you feel about you ?
i dont know... lame? weird? too angry to handle?

12. The character of you for yourself is ?
hyper active, sport player who is an emo person

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is ?
not being able to do things i wanna do

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is ?
the inner me that is not fully develop yet

15. For the people who care about you and likes you, say something about them.
Thank you XD

Ten people to tag :
1.Belle
2.Jack
3.Pearly
4.Sharin
5.Joe
6.Siddiq
7.Rachel
8.Verene
9.Henry
10. Waise

who is no.2 having a relationship with ?
i dont think so... if he has i have no idea

no.3 is a male or female ?
she is a female

if no.7 and no.10 were together, would it be a good thing ?
uh... if les is a good thing but i dont think so

how about no.5 and no.8 ?
i dont know... they never met before

what is no.1 studying about?
- psychology same as me XD

is no.4 single ?
no... he has someone

say something about no.6 ?
no comment on that guy.... zzzzz

Sunway Laggon Outing

2008-09-01T10:29:00.000+08:00

Hey~

I was so tired to update on Saturday and was too lazy to update on Sunday. Here it is now.

I stayed at my cousin house for the night.

NIck and I

The front entrance of Sunway Lagoon.

Here is me with a look alike Captain Jack Sparrow LOL~

Inside. XD

So... the first thing first, we had to go the locker place to put our bags in the locker.

This is the 1st thing I did in Sunway lagoon.

It was fun... erm.. i think.. I nearly bang the wall. T-T Luckily stop in time. LOL. My cousin laughed at me and gave a lousy sigh at me. but... he ended up banging the wall (this is what happen when you laughed at people). Too bad.

After that we plan to go for the Scream Park.

This is Scream Park

Scream Park Sign >w<
The door to Scream Park.

There was this cute english man. XD Gave a small intro about Scream Park.

Scream Park was scary at all. Ok.. maybe the moment I went in I was scared. But the beginning of the whole walk, I was laughing like mad. I don't know why. But I couldn't stop laughing. Weird eh? Haha. Like a Mad person. Strange I'm going to be a Psychologist. I'm not suppose to be a psycho person. LOL. Even one of the workers wonder whether I was crying or laughing. LOL. BTW I went in twice. XD super fun. But the second time i was immune. Lol. made the 'ghost' followed me until so long.
PS: Caleb, Claire, Paul, Kevin, Nick, and Marcus screamed. LOL

This is a group picture of some of us. XD

This is the pirate ship.

It looks so much different than before. Last time I sat this is didn't go 360 degrees. But the ride was painful.. the belt was freaking too tight. Hardly breath because of it.
PS: seat this after you seat Towmahawk. If not Towmahawk will be noting. LOL.

This ride is fun~ I forgotten what is it called.

But how sad it rain. T-T Very hard to enjoy some of the rides. So don't want to waste time. Nick and I went to the Wildlife park. Saw a lot of animals there but under the rain, it kinda hard to enjoy it.

The big python.XD

The water park XD

Haha. Poser~

That how the day went... though it is not in detail. too lazy to taip.
PS: I REGRETTED NOT TAKING PICTURE WITH THAT CUTE, HANDSOME HUNK, ENGLISHMAN. T-T

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2008-08-28T20:18:00.000+08:00

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LAYER ONE:

Name: Esther Ong

Birth date: 11th December

Birthplace: KL, Malaysia
Current Location: KL, Wilayah Persekutuan

Eye color: Brown
Hair Color: Chocolate Brown, Black, White, Sliver
Righty or lefty: Righty

LATER TWO:

Your heritage: Malaysian
The shoes you wore today: Reebok

Your weakness: Hurtful comment

Your fears: To hurts the one I love

Your perfect pizza:Cheese~

Goal you'd like to achieve in life: To achieve what I wish.

LAYER THREE:

Your most overused phrase on AIM: To achieved what I can't have

Your first waking thoughts: My dream guy

Your best physical feature: My hands

Your most missed memory: Hanging out with my friends

LAYER FOUR:

Pepsi or Coke: Coke
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: NIke

Lipton Ice tea or Nestea: Nestea

Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla

Cappuccino or coffee: Cuppuccino.

LAYER FIVE:

A famous person, dead or alive, would you interview: Tom Felton and Jet Li

Movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors: Tom Felton
Name two of your passions in life: Cosplay and finding a guy who I can see a mirror of me
Least favorite time of day: Afternoon and night

LAYER SIX:

use hairspray or gel: both
Your favorite meal: Seafood and japenese food

Color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes: Green, Silver and White

Listen to classical music: Yea..

Ever said LOL in real life without thinking about it: yep
the the the...END...™

People I wanna Taggie:-
Yew Mun
Zikkri
Siddiq
Kevin
Jonathan
Rachel

Yay!

2008-08-22T11:57:00.001+08:00

Finally! I'm graduating from HMC!!! I passed my exam!!! What a RELIEVED! hahaha. Last night, Belle ask me whether I check my results. I didn't know it was out. So I went online to check (while still on the phone with her), my leg was shaking like mad when I taip in the web add for Help. I screamed when I found out I PASSED! WOOHOO! Dont want to stick another sem there. LOL~ ahahhahahahhahhaa. Ok... I should stop. I know that I'm relieved. WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Plan to celebrate the sucess with Belle next week. WOOOHOOO! Can't wait. XD

Carnival and Wedding

2008-07-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

Around 8 something I woke up, watch a little tv and then ot ready. XD

Elaine's dad picked me up. Then he picked Elaine's sis up from tuition. After that we went to MBS by LRT.

The carnival was... erm... I don't know what to say. HAHA. Here are some pictures I took while I was there.

I think this is something like paint ball, I think

The 1st store I went. LOL~ One of my junior's

Haunted House Sign... Kinda weird

Claire and Melissa

Jia Loon came with Michelle XD

Jia Loon and his funny looking hat XD

Around 3 something we all went home. I rushed to get ready as later I would attend a wedding.

The Wedding so nice~

The wedding couple

Ice Swans

NIce?

Me and a cute little girl XD

That's it for the day. XD

OMG!

2008-07-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

Oh my Gosh!!!

They finally have some picture of Draco Malfoy! XD

I like that character too much already! Hahaha.

Tom Felton as Draco Malfoy

Draco Malfoy in HBP

I seriously can't wait for the movie! XD

New phone~

2008-07-03T18:44:00.000+08:00

Yay~

Mom finally bought me a new phone. XD

A new k618i. Even though it's not the lastest modal but it'll do. XD

Too happy XD

Tagged by Verene

2008-06-29T23:55:00.000+08:00

I was browsing her blog, saw that she was going to tag me. I think I shall do it before she tags hahahaha. LoL.

8 things I'm passionate about:
1. My handphone - I can't stop smsing my friend
2. My friends - can't live without them
3. My book - can read them when I am bored
4. My ping pong bat - can play XD
5. My iPod - need music XD
6. My parents - I need their support
7. My favourite character - I'm writing story XD
8. My dream guy - will find one when the time comes

8 things I say or do often:
1. 'Swt'
2. 'Swt swt swt'
3. 'Sigh'
4. 'Whatever'
5. Play ping pong XD
6. Hang out with friends
7. Sms!
8. Sleep

8 favourite movies:
1. All Harry Potter movies
2. The Phantom of the Opera
3. The Forbidden Kingdom
4. The One
5. Get Smart
6. Unleashed
7. MIB
8. The Princess Diaries 2

8 things I could listen over and over again:
1. Time isn't healing - Tom Fetlon
2. Time well spent - Tom Felton
3. Who need the world - Nick Carter
4. Noboday wants to be lonely - Ricky Martin
5. Memory - Snow angel
6. Push it to the limit - Corbin Bleu
7. I don't care - Ricky Martin
8. No greater love - Rachel Lampa

8 things I've learnt last year:
1. Appreciate the things around you.
2. Dreams reall can some true if you want them to
3. Never judge a book by its cover.
4. Be happy
5. Happy go Lucky XD
6. Believe in yourself
7. Never trust someone who sweet talks and want to be your boyfriend by force
8. Be who you are

8 people I tag:
1. Yew Man
2. Kevin
3. Pearly
4. Siu Mei
5. Jack
6. Hock Ann
7. Zikri
8. Waise

Outing and birthday party.

2008-06-21T23:35:00.000+08:00

Hm... I wonder how should I start. Oh well, here goes.

I woke up around 8 something. I didn't expect to wake up that early. So I went on9 for a while without mom noticing. Lol. haha. Naughty girl right? After that, I watched TV until 11 something. Dont remember what time. Got ready as later I would be having outing with the ex classmates and schoolmates.

Dad drop me at Leisure Mall at 1. I went to the movie section to look for the others. Yew Mun spotted me and gave a wave, so I went over to the group of people that were with him. Shivan and Asyraf were there. I was asking for the other who I thought they would come, but they weren't and I the only girl there. Oh what the heck, I'm always the only girl anyway. Suprisingly Tong was late. Sigh. The Organizer was late. Swt.

So we waited for him to arrived. We went to anime shop which I want to check out the Roxas figuring since I love it so much. I did check for the Cloud figuring too. However it didn't looked nice.

Finally Tong arrived. =_=. Straight away we went over to the movie section to buy the tickets, Tong was walking so fast leaving us behind to follow. LOL. Once the purchasing was done, we decided to have something to eat. So we walk around to find something to eat. Ended up we all went to chicken rice shop. I'm sad to say the chicken wasn't even cook properly. Sigh. While we sat there, we chat about our past in high school. Come to believe it, I kind of miss high school. Anyway the other guys were tryings to cupid, trying to match make Yew Mun and me, which I do find it annoying. Leave the poor guy alone. >.< _="ll">.<>.< I mad about blonde guys. There I admit it. Though I prefer guys with brown hair. HOHOHO.

Around 6 something, Dad picked me up and I went home and took a shower to get ready for the party. Jen picked me up for his party.

The birthday party was fun. Jen got splat on the face with cake. XD So funny. Haha. Jack, Ryan, Jason, Ying Qi and Verene came. Woohoo, at least I wont be lonely. XD

So there you have it. A day of celebration. XD

Mid Term T-T

2008-06-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

Mid-terms are coming!!! Sien... I hate exam so much. I wonder why they must have exam. If everyone hates it, why have? Sigh..

Anyway, I'm glad that I quite prepared for it. hopefully to do well this time. T-T

Harry Potter and The Half Blood Prince

2008-06-05T10:40:00.000+08:00

I seriously can't wait for the movie!!!

It will be launch on November... Cannot wait.. T-T

Why? Cause my favourite actor is acting XD

Tom Felton! XD

This is in Slughorn's party.

Draco walking away from Snape.

Time faster pass!! I can't stand waiting XD

C2Age

2008-06-01T19:51:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to say about the day... erm erm.. but I think I shall upload the photos. XD

Alvin's troop XD Nice??

Cissnie & Unknown

Conan

Cissnie and D'Grey man

Cissnie & L

I wonder what is Unknown doing...

Hellboy

er.. death note character?

Roxas, my request art.

another art XD

Thinking

2008-05-20T12:28:00.000+08:00

I've done some thinking about what Adrian said that day. Well, if I were like a gentle girl and so on... then maybe guys will pikat me... that was what he said..

Well, if guy really want to pikat me, they should accept me for just being me. Not because I'm someone else. If guys can't accept me for who I am, then they have no right to judge me for being who I am.

Besides, if I really want a boyfriend, I want that guy to complete my dream list boyfriend. If not, why should I have one? I know I too demanding but I would find it easier to communicate with that guy easily as we have many thing in common. I want a boyfriend whom I can see as an image of me. Someone whom I can understand, whom I can understand his feelings, why and so on.

But then again... Having a bf can have a lot or pressure and stress. Why? I would think a lot of negative things like... am I good enough for him? do I deserved him? am I making him happy?

Sometimes I think it's best not to have a bf at all. But to heal my acking heart sometimes, maybe it's best to have one... but i don't want to have a bf because others have. I don't want to have a bf because I must have. I want to have a bf whom I can love, whom loves me as me and enjoy the relationship we are in. That who I want.

I know I will meet him someday. Sometimes waiting hurts too much....

Sick

2008-05-16T09:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh... I have been sick for the past few days. T-T Talk about nightmare! Having a high fever is not fun at all. I would feel hot and cold at certain. Hm... I guess the cause of it was the crab I had for dinner on Sunday. Sigh... Been sick for days because of it... T-T Besides, I have no idea why my mom's laptop cannot log in into the blogger. Strange.. .. Sigh.. better get to class. Cioaz XD

Redang Trip

2008-05-10T15:57:00.001+08:00

I was bugged to update the blog... Swt... so here is the post I promised.

Day 1

Woohoo~ Redang! Here we come~ Lol. 5 gorgeous girl, one guy, a holiday in Redang.

I was sleeping peacefully. Woke up around 2 something. Don't remember what time. I was tempted to sleep again when suddenly my phone rang. Pearly and Siu Mei called. They didn't sleep. LOL. So went and got ready for the trip. Ok… so started traveling from home to Terminal LCC at 5 am.

I was kinda sleepy in the car, wanted to sleep in the car. But I had to keep an eye on the signboards that were on the highway for dad. So had to stay awake for the whole ride. Sigh…. Finally! After it feels like hours of sitting in the car with no entertainment, I have reached the Terminal LCC. Dad dropped me and I head over to Mc Donalds where my other friends were. They had breakfast without me... T_T I had porridge for breakfast with orange juice. After that, all of us went to check in and collect our tickets.

Early in the morning, not many shops are open, so cannot look around the terminal. (There is nothing to see anyway). So Henry gave me his video camera to record around. His task to me was camera girl. Took a few photos. ^.^

Henry, Siu Mei, Abigail and Peony

Multitasking XD

Woohoo! The time has come, we are going to take off to Terengganu. Yay~

When we reached there, it was freaking cold! and there were a lot of mosqitoes. Maybe cause of it was under construction that's why. Anyway, after that we went to the jeti.

Siu Mei and Pearly at the air port

This is how the jeti looks like...

LOL~ Someone had join in our trip. It was none other than Sharin! Whew! After a long ride in the boat, we finally reached Redang. The boat ride was shaking too much until it made Pearly seasick. Kesian her. We took our bags to the canteen where we have to wait for the intrusrtion from someone. After that we check-in and put the bags in the room, change into our swimming costume and head for the beach!

Shahrin lolx

The canteen

I and Pearly

We heard that the next snokerling was going to be in Marine Park. So what we do was to borrow the equipement for the snokerling. Rm 20 for the mask and life jacket... ok ok la. It wasn't so expensive. We swam on the beach. There were many fishes. XD

So we took the boat ride to Marine Park. Nice. It was freaking long ride. There were so many people there. We got down and went straight for the water. Sad to say, the group split. Don't know how it happen. Ended up I was alone. I have no idea where they were.

While I was looking for them, there was one guy in change. His name is Amir (I think). He told me to join over with other 3 girls. I went over and followed. Wow. I managed to see the eel. Sweet~ After bringing us around, Amir brought us back to shore. He told me to come for the later snokerling at 5pm, to see the sharks. I was thinking maybe i tell the others as they might want to come.

On the way to the port, I met Henry and Siu Mei and Sharin. I told them about the snorkeling seeing shark that was going to be later. But they weren't interested. Sad... The boat came and took us back to the resort, we had tea break. Dougnuts! XD Hungry... hahaha. after that took a shower and head for dinner.

I was the first one to knock out.

Day 2

I can’t believe I woke up from a weird dream. Hm… The dream I had was anime called Trinity Blood. LOL. I love that anime a lot because that anime has a character that is my name. XD hahaha… Hm… maybe I should cosplay as her for the coming C2 Age. Then again, her cosplay is very hard to make. I guess I should stick with Roxas. (But his Keyblades are so HARD to make….) Lol. And the coat material is hard to find... T-T

Lol... I was the only one up as I slept early last night. Can't really blame me... Used to much energy on the snokerling. So I went for breakfast, saw Henry there. After breakfast, I went over to the seat behind my room. Sat there enjoying the view and the cooling wind.

Henry came with Siu Mei to the girls room. Since they were not still awake. LOL. Blowing his life guard wisel. hahahaha.

We didn’t really do much today. We played ball on the beach. Took photos. Buried HENRY and SHARIN! They caughty a crab. But after a while it died. Sob Sob.

Day 3

Sigh… I can’t stand staying in the room. The room has no entertainment!!!!! NO TV! Abigail and I decided to go for the morning snorkeling since there was nothing to do. The others stayed in the room. They went over to Henry's room.

There weren’t many fishes there. There were a lot of corals. Sigh. I thought I could see some fishes. T-T

Once we reached back the resort, Henry and the others were at the canteen.
We asked the guy in charge to get permission to take picture with the turtle.
(SWT) He said that I look like him (the turtle). So he called me ‘turtle’. My new nickname… sigh… and the turtle is my bro (he said).

I and my 'little bro'

After lunch, I and Abigail wanted to continue what we did.

I went snorkeling to see sharks. A guy told me that were baby sharks near the shore.
It was so damn cool! I managed to see baby sharks. >-< I didn’t know that baby shark would swim near the shore. I did see a baby shark around 3 feet long in the blue waters. So freaking nice! After snorkeling, I went over to where Abigail was tanning herself. Pearly, Peony, Sharin were there too. I guess they were bored from staying in the room. There were a few seats there. So I rest for a while, ended up taking a nap. Lol~ Once I woke up, I saw the guy who were in charge of the snorkeling and a group of people walking towards the boat. Surprisingly, the guy came over to us and asked us to join them for snorkeling. Since, there was noting to do, we all decided to go for it.

We kinda felt bad to leave Henry and Siu mei back at the resort.

The corals were lovely and there were many fishes. LOL~ If I knew that there a lot of fishes, I would have kept the bread to feed it there. The guy who gave me the nickname 'turtle' bring us around with a float where we hold on to it. He showed us the creatures below us. Luckily for us, we manage to see a turtle.

One of the guys in charge called me. I was wondering what he wanted. So I went over and he asked me to take over the stirring wheel of the boat. COOL! I was stirring the boat the whole ride back to the resort. LOL~ I hope I didn’t make anyone seasick. >-< It was a great experience stirring the boat. XD (First time mar…. Hohoho)

After having tea, we went for snorkeling to see mother sharks (that’s what they called it or adult sharks). We manage to see a 5 feet long sharks. The girls didn't want to continue, so Henry, Sharin and I continue to spot the shark (cause we wanted to see a big one >.<)

Once I tried to get up on the port, I twisted my ankle. It was kind fo slippery (I didn't expect it to be that slippery). Slowly walked back to the room. Took a long shower as I want to save my really bad damage hair. Then went to the canteen with Abigail who was waiting for me to have dinner.

Our last night, finally there was some entertainment. Music. Too bad I twisted my ankle. Sigh. If not, I'll join the others dancing. T-T So had to watch them dance and ran around. I kind of felt pathetic, sitting there... Sigh. So after a while, I went back to the room. The ankle is hurting like crazy. So I wanted to looked for the guy.

Sharin found him. Thanks man. If not the ankle will be swallen by the next day. After he applied the medicine and bandage it up, I thank him and went back to the room to sleep.

Day 4
Aiyo…I don’t feel like waking up for breakfast, I was so sleepy. Anyway, I woke up around 8. Brushed my teeth and head for breakfast. OMG! Last day! I don’t wanna leave. I’m too in love with snorkeling. I want to swim more. T_T anyway, with a twisted ankle, I can’t really swim… sob sob. I gonna miss my ‘little bro’ (the cute turtle). And I'm going to miss the squirrel that I fed XD

Here are a few picture we took XD

The squirrel! My fav animal!

Girls pose >.<

Group pose

Group Pic

The whole gang

Sad to say we had to leave... After taking a few shots, we got onto the boat.

The boat ride was nice! Not many people were in the boat. So the boat can move faster than the one we ride to Redang. The tour giude pick us up with others. The tour guide was blabing in with the other people in the van. We all were freaking hot. Thanks to insensible people who were sitting in front. I nearly fainted in the van as it was too hot. Sigh...

The tour guide brought us to his office where our luggage will be there and we could hang around Terengganu as there was noting to do in the air-port. We had lunch in Pizza Hut. Lol. Noting much to eat there. Besides, it was so freaky hot that everyone decided that we want to eat somewhere that has air-con! When we wanted to pay the bill… err… someone paid the bill for us. None of us paid the bill. It was kind of freaky… So… we all had free lunch in Pizza Hut. LOL. We quickly left that place and went back to the office.

Around 2.30pm, he took us to the air-port. We check in.

So I'm finally home~ Lol. I had a very bad sun burn. HAHAha. I guess that's a price to pay when you go snorkeling non stop for 3 days. ^-^ Hahaha. Anyway, the trip was great. Thanks Henry.

Going crazy soon

2008-05-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

Arghh!!! I going crazy soon. The cosplay I wanted is gone. T-T. Not on sale anymore. Sob sob.. Now I'm reconsidering whether I should cosplay as Roxas. or maybe I show do Esther instead. Sigh... See how... SIDDIQ! I need you to help me buy la.. I desperate right now!!!!!!

Since people kept on bugging me to update. I shall update the trip to redang which I was working on it since I came back. Just waiting for the pictures. But one thing I can promise is... it will be very long! LOL~

Haha. So there you have it for now. The redand trip will be soon. XD

Tagged

2008-04-22T22:44:00.001+08:00

i got tagged lol~

Instructions: remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. who is your all-time inspiration?
i dont really know....

2. have you given your first kiss away?
No one.

3. if you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? why?

Pearly - a very good and encouraging friend
Noelle - she is such a sweet person XD
One special guy - only i know the answer why...

4. where is the place that you want to go the most?
Japan!!!!

5. if you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
i want to find someone who can complete my dream guy list...

6. do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yea

7. what are you afraid to lose the most now?
dont really know

8. if you win $1 million, what would you do?
too many too list

9. if you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Currently.. i won't and i want to let it go.. though it's hard...

10. list out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
hm... sweet, lovely and cute

11. what are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
someone who can complete my dream guy list

12. which type of person do you hate the most?
people who treat friend like they never exsist or they like a nobody and liars.

13. what is your ambition?
to be a great psychologist

14. if you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
both

15. what do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My friends.

16. are you a shopaholic or not?
no

17. state one of your desire.
comeplete my dream list

18. if you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
my voice?

19. whats the lastest bad news you've seen or heard?
not that i know of

20. what do you wish to have now?
whatever is on my dream list

Completed @ 22.40

I shall tag:

Alvin Kok
Jonathan Phua
Kevin Wong
Noelle
Faye
Khy Li
Belle
Siddiq

Freedom~

2008-04-11T07:18:00.000+08:00

Finally!
No more papers.
No more stress
Just a sweet vacation coming along~
HOHOHO.

I can't wait for vacaition to come. ^-^
I'm going to relax and released all my stress and pain into the sea.
Never gonna look for it again.
I'm going to let it go.

A piece of memory Part 2

2008-04-06T21:19:00.001+08:00

He looked so different from before. He changed his hair style and looked well build.
In that new school, she did made new friends. She was happy and excited to go to school (OK.. maybe half yes and half no). Things started to turn out fine.

Not long before his birthday, she heard that he broke up with his girlfriend. Thinking that it would cheer him, she decided to cook for him as his birthday present. So she brought the food that she cook for the first time to school to surprised him. She gave it to him and a friend. Since she wanted to know how her cooking was. When he and a friend ate, they told her that it was so much better than the restaurant. She was pleased to hear that they liked her cooking.

Wanting to forget about him, she got involved in a relationship with a guy whom she just got to know. However she didn't feel wanted at all. She felt as if she was just a shadow. Anyway he broke up with her. She felt kind of relieved as she didn't want to hurt his feelings.

At the same year, she met up with a childhood friend in camp. She couldn't believed it, after eight years, he never change. He still look the same. After the camp, they both took each other contact. Soon she confess her love toward him. Maybe because she had a crush develop towards him. He too feel the same way about her.

On her birthday, he gave her a bouquet of pink roses, a soft toys and a ring. She was really trilled with the gifts. She couldn't believe that he would buy those things for her. They had a lot of fun that day. She was happy that it was a real sweet sixteen birthday.

When the came to the following year, the relationship was not like she expected. She had been crying very often. Things he said made me sad. Sometimes, he may be sweet. She was touched about the things he talked towards her but sometimes, he can say hurtful thing which will hurt her.

One thing about the relationship she didn't understand was why must he be controlling her? Why can't she hang out with her guy friends? Why? These question kept on playing in her mind.

There was this picture... she saw him putting his hand on the girl's shoulder. She thought, "OH.. so he can hang out with other girls while I can't even hang out with guys..." She consult him about it, he gave her the excuse that the girl took his hand and put it on her shoulder. She was thinking why can't he just take his hand away from her shoulder. He gave another excuse that it was not appropriate as his other friends were watching.

She couldn't' believe that he cheated on her. She didn't want to talk about it. She was sick with the excuse he gave to her. She decided not to contact him as thinking of him made her sad.

She compared her ex and her current boyfriend, they were very different. They gave her different kind of treat. She thought of her ex, surprised and relived that he didn't had any feelings for him anymore. She was kind of happy as the feelings were gone. Now she can treat he ex just like her other guy friend where there won't be any special treat given.

Finally after ten months, she talked to him. He explained the situation. He gave her the excuse that he has problem. He didn't want her to be involved in it. She gave in but she feels as if that was the stupidest excuse ever. Not the less, she didn't want to think anymore.

She began to feel miserable and lost. Thing just went back to the way it seemed. She told herself that she would not hopelessly fall in love. She doesn't want to have a boyfriend because others have. She wants to have someone who can complete her 'dream boyfriend' list and understand her. She believes that someday someone would complete that list.

A piece of memory Part 1

2008-04-03T12:53:00.001+08:00

A little girl was born to an average family. She brought joy and happiness to the couple and everyone who looked at her. She grew up, turned into a very generous and caring girl. She brings smiles onto people faces as they look at her. That hows her life begins.

When she attended kindergarten, she was happy. Wanted to learn more about life, wanted to make new friends. Things were going well when one day she was betrayed by all her girl friends. How can she fight? How can she win? One girl against all the other girls of the class? Just because she made the other girl cry. The boys were there to console her. She was glad that she had some people to support her. Yet this was the main reason why she will never ever trust girls.

When she attended primary school, the first thing she would do it to make friends. She did make some friends with the girls. Although it is better against her judgement. There was a game called 'catching' which the guys would play. She decided to join in the game as it was fun. Day after day, she joined in the game. Playing with the guys. It was fun for her. But sad to say that all these happiness has come to an end. She fell down and had injured herself. Causing her forehead to bleed. The game was stopped. A teacher came to her aid. Whipping off the blood that was on her head. But blood was still continuing to flow. It wouldn't stop. Her mother came and pick her up, send her to a nearby clinic. In the clinic, the doctor suggested that he had to stitch up the wound. Otherwise, the blood will continue to flow. So the doctor stitch up the wound and was surprised that the girl didn't cry. Usually small children will cry or move around screaming pain but she didn't. She laid there strong. Didn't move around. Though she had injured herself, she would still continue to play and look forward to another day.

Third grade came. She learned to fall in love. She had a crush on the coolest guy of her grade. He was cool, tall and handsome. She would do anything to get his attention. She develop this crush on him, hoping that he would notice her. There she knew what likes feels like. She manage to get his attention. So did the rest of the guys in her class. The reason was because she was always play sports with them and she manage to win them. They wanted their 'revenge'. She would always look forward to a game of two.

In six grade, she saw someone who was every girl desire. He was tall, handsome, talented and smart. She hoped to get to know him more. Soon they exchange their contact. Love bloom when he confessed his love for her. She was trilled. He became her boyfriend. Week after week, they get to meet. She got to know him more and more. He taught her the things he knew, share with her certain things she wishes to know more. Soon they became very close to each other.

But all happiness has to come to and end. He asked for a breakup as they didn't see each other for a long time. She agreed to it. Knowing full well that it was best not argue about it. It broke her hearts for months as she couldn't understand why did he leave her? What has she done wrong? What did she do to deserved this? Day after, thinking of what had happen. The memories of him haunted her. She couldn't sleep well, silently crying in the night.

One faithful day, they meet again. She was happy and joyful. they both kept in contact. Soon, he confesed his love again and ask her to give him another chance. She gave him and was happy that the relationship continued.

Well, that didn't last either. He ask her for a breakup, she agreed to it. He said that he took her for granted and apologize. She knew this would happen again. She didn't want to care no more.

Ninth grade was a miserable grade for her. Her best friend turned against her. Some of her friend whom she hangs out with changed school. she felt so lost and hurt. But she thanked God. There was a friend whom she called sis, console her. She was always there to talk to her. She was happy and cheerful though she didn't look forward to another day of school but she would always look forward to see her.

Life for her seems kind of miserable. She can't do anything right. Always get into trouble. she feels likes she is the trouble maker. She feels as if she is the black sheep of the family. Why? she always wonder. Things she tried to do right, but yet it turn out wrong. Confused and lost, she wonder what will happen in the future.

Tenth grade came, she was going to transfer to another school. A government school. She was sad to leave her best friend but was kind of looking forward to a government school life. The first government school she went, she nearly had a cultural shock. The were a lot of Malay student and not many Chinese. Well, she was from a private school. Private school life is way different from government school. She felt so lost. Like an abandon cat in the valley. She did make new friends. But they were not from her class.

Day after day, she got blame for not doing the work. But you can't blame her. She came to school a week after it started. The teacher ask them to copy the notes into a book. but she didn't do it as no one was there to lend it to her. Her new friends were from another class. They did not take the subjects that she took. The teacher scolded her for not doing the work. Her classmate were not helpful to her. She wanted so badly to leave the school. She wasn't looking forward to another day.

Her parents came to pick her up that day. Told her that they have bad news. She wonder what was it as she didn't have a good day that day. They told her that she would not be studying in that school no more. She wonder isn't that good news? She cant' stand studying in that school. She came down of the car and told her new friends. Suprisinly her friend cried. She thought "I can't believed I made my friend cried as we just know eeach other for nine days." After saying their goodbyes, she left the school, looking forward to the new school she would be entering to.

The day finally came. She was going to another gorvement school. Her childhood friend was there studying. She was happy as she knew someone from there. At least she would feel lost. And she saw... him!

JOE LYRICS

2008-04-03T01:12:00.000+08:00

"If I Was Your Man"

Oh
Yeah yeah yeah
Ohwooe
Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
Oh
Na na na na na
If I was your man, girl

Girl I'm so tired of things
I just wanna settle down
I swear to you I've changed
Baby why you buggin out
I know that I put you through hell
You deserve to be with someone else
But I gotta be straight up
Straight up
Girl I just wanna kiss and make up
We done been through a lot of things
How do you throw that away
You were the heart of me
Can't believe you'd let it break
Tell me why you won't let em go

You can say what you want but I know
Baby no more lies
I'ma keep it real this time

[Chorus:]
Help me understand
What I'm saying ain't getting through
Why I can't be your man
When I'd give up the world for you
Girl I'll do the best I can
Love you forever that's what I'd do
If I was your man
If I was your man
If I was your man

Got rid of everything that I know was hurting you
My heart, so many strings
Gave that up for you too
Don't want nothin' else in the way
I just wanna make sure that you stay
Baby no more lies
I'ma do it right this time

[Chorus]

Can't live without you anymore
Baby I know that you're what I'm fightin' for
Baby say that you'll still be with me
In my arms is where you need to be
Can't live without you anymore
Baby I know that you're what I'm fightin' for
Baby say that you'll still be with me
In my arms is where you need to be

Woe
Na na na na na
Na na na na na na
If I was your man
If I was your man

[Chorus]